Away I go
lone survivor of a life
barely worth living.
They take me
tip me across
a dissection table
ice pick my skull
using directed words –
lobotomize my memories
leave the shell of the unwanted
man – the murderer – the rapist
the remaining witness.
From one cell to the next
they’ll shuffle –
replant me
watch me grow.
Waiting
and when nothing
new surfaces
I’m disposable –
Expendable.
A lifer at the ass of end of universe –
I survived the incredible.
Record of me buried
in the forever files
hidden as my body
from the eyes – witnesses-
until the evil comes again.
A damned lifeboat
and an inevitable alien pregnancy.
Morse the man lives eternal.
~Sarah
Becoming 